Times Change

I learned a lot about myself over the last few years

Like these shows I'm an asshole after a few beers

It took so long for me to get my foot in the door

Worked hard going on tour till we couldn't no more

Drive around in a minivan sleepin' on the floor

Then eventually you move up to a bus

And everything is plush

Then you become a lush

You start to wanna fuss

Fuck every girl you meet that has a crush

Your head starts getting big you become a greedy pig

Star studded diva talking like a little kid sayin

Get me dis get me dat actin like a fuckin brat

Like you don't know me what the fuck you think you're lookin at

I feel embarrassed cause I'm sittin right and lookin back

Drinkin jack heinekens and botans crooked hats

Smoke hangin outta my mouth talking shit

Obnoxious and cocky like nothing can stop me

Took a while for me to finally figure this out

I actually thought that I spit better than everyone else

To all the people in the world that I treated like shit

I'd like to pologize to them for bein' a dick

Times change I know that I'm strange

What's wrong with my brain

I'm just trying to keep it together

Asshole I was such an asshole

That was in the past though

I'm just trying to keep it together

I tried staying grounded and some people found that

I was down to earth it sounds worse than it was

But I'm the first to admit that I'm the worst when I'm buzzed

And it's unfortunate cause I was drunk for every show

Was it fun? I'll never know

I don't remember too much

But I know I love what I do so ima never give up

Anyways we all know life has it's peaks and valleys

Tryna reach my second peak that's why I'm going back to Cali

Cause I lost some momentum lifes different to me

The way I see things changed quite significantly

I'm trying to get right within I'm finally listening to me

I'll hopefully become the person that I wish I could be

Times change I know that I'm strange

What's wrong with my brain

I'm just trying to keep it together

Asshole I was such an asshole

That was in the past though

I'm just trying to keep it together

So what I'm saying is I've changed

Couldn't stand being the same

But it still seems I rub you the wrong way and you complain

People come up in the club asking me questions

If I don't have the right answers that's the lasting impression

You don't understand man that's a lotta pressure

They walk away hating if I don't make em feel special

Look you can't get to know anybody in 5 min in the club

Please don't tell me that I didn't show you love

I'm just having a drink we can talk it's no hassle

But if I don't look excited then guess who's the asshole

Then you tell all your friends that madchild's conceited

We ain't supportin him no more I guess that he don't need it

I'm not evil people I treat everyone as equal

I might've had a bad day and I'm just tryin to make a sequel

You can have your opinion it's cool I'm not suffering

But my fans and my friends and without them I'm nothing

Times change I know that I'm strange

What's wrong with my brain

I'm just trying to keep it together

Asshole I was such an asshole

That was in the past though

I'm just trying to keep it together