My Life

I'm trapped, feel like I'm trapped

I'm trapped, feel like I'm trapped

I'm trapped...

Why don't you love me? Why do you hate me?

Why don't you trust me? Whose gonna save me?

Look in my eyes, this is my life, this is my life, this my life

How can you blame me, for tryna' be wealthy

I came up starving, it wasn't healthy

Daddy was to high, he couldn't help me

My mama had told me that this life was scary

Stuck in this jail see, feels like it's hell b

No one to call, ain't no money to bail me

Come on and feel me

And take a look in my eyes and try to understand my life, my life

I'm so thirsty, till they murk me

Fuck the world mommy, it don't deserve me

Feel like you cursin' me, lord try to work with me

My enemies creepin', and they plottin' to murder me

Somebody pray for me, it ain't okay homie

I'm at the window with the I'll AK homie

All I can say homie

Is take a look in my eyes cause you could never live my life, my life

Feels like I'm strapped down, the worlds deceiving me

Daddy I rap now but who gon' believe in me

I got crack vials, send those fiends to me

Niggas is rats now, they called the d's on me

I can't back down, so toss the sheet on me

Bring your gat now, if you gon' bleed for me

Watch what you bring to me

And take a look in my eyes, cause niggas tryna' take my life, my life

Where did I go wrong

Tell me what's worse, the feds or my son moms

Baby the loves gone, maybe her hearts torn

Or maybe it's just all the pressure I build on

Lord I'm dead wrong, been locked for too long

It's hard to remain calm, guns in both palms

And if you not strong

Take a look in my eyes, and see if you can learn from my life, my life

Come take a ride with me, a day in the life with me

Pick up my son, and look in his eyes with me

Come through the Stuy with me

See how they eyein' me

Look how I grew up, without a father see

I'll tell you what bothers me, society blindin' me

They said I can be whatever I tried to be

But they lied to me

So take a look in my eyes and tell me what's wrong with my life, my life

My whole life exposed, so my eyes is closed

Mommy it's too late, this is the life I chose

Nigga it's fuck parole, I'm a sell drugs some more

Life is a highway, I'm swerving of the road

Which ever way it goes, ready to lock and load

What I believe in, is what I'm a bleed for

And if you need some more

Take a look in in my eyes, and see if you relate to my life, my life