Deer

Half a year and here you are again.

I'd go out in public if nobody ever asked

I sit home and drink alone and hope that bottle speaks

Like you

Like us

Like me

Half a year again now, it's a whole

February stationary from you on the wall

And I sit home and plead the throne

To speak

To speak

To me

To me

To me

Hasn't said a single thing

Probably too busy with your work

Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone?

There's nothing in these wooden drawers

To bring you back

To keep me bored

I don't know what to do with me no more

Dear everyone

I ever really knew

I acted like an asshole

So I could keep my edge on you

Ended up abusing

Even those I thought immune

I killed the kingdom with one move and now

It's time, to move

Dear everybody that has paid to see my band

Still confusing

I'll never understand

I acted like an asshole so my albums would never burn

I'm hungry now and the scraps are dirty dirt

And I'm hungry now the scraps of dirty dirt.