I Can Feel a Hot One

I could feel a hot one taking me down

For a moment, I could feel the force

Fainted to the point of tears

And you were holding on to make a point

What's the point?

I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man

Make it so I won't have to try

The faces always stay the same

So I face the fact that I'm just fine

I said that I'm just fine

I remember, head down,

After you had found out

Manna is a hell of a drug

And I need a little more, I think

Because enough is never quite enough

What's enough?

I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement

Hoping you would show your face

But I haven't heard a thing you've said

In at least a couple hundred days

What'd you say?

I was in the front seat, shaking it out

And I was asking if you felt alright

I never want to hear the truth

I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine

My voice, it sounded fine

I could feel my heartbeat taking me down

And for the moment, I would sleep alright

I'm dealing with a selfish fear

To keep me up another restless night

Another restless night

The blood was dry, it was sober

The feeling of audible cracks

And I could tell it was over

From the curtains that hung from your neck

And I realized that then you were perfect

And my teeth ripping out of my head

And it looked like a painting I once knew

Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact

To pray for what I thought were angels

Ended up being ambulances

And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter

She was crying inside your stomach

And I felt love again