Wasting Away

I can feel it pumping through my veins

I can feel my mind is off again

I can feel it cutting through the pain

And I like it

I can't change the way things are

And I can't make you love me

And I like it, why do I like it?

Blind me I don't want o see this

Leave me I don't want your kindness

Numb me I don't want to feel it

My life is wasting away

So tell me sir with the bible in your hand

How can your God ever love this worthless man?

A man so low, who can't even love himself

With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf

I can't save myself today

I can't change my evil ways

I can't ever be the same

And I like it, why do I like it?

You can't imagine all the pain

You can't make this go away

Please sir can you find a way

How do I like it? My life needs to change