Still Right Here

Lately I’ve been thinking,

“Throw it all away,”

It’s the voice I hold onto,

Spilling all my pieces,

Feeling this control,

Bleeding all the things that slipped away

So tired

Of living like this again

It cycles round and round again

All my escapes that left me broken

Leads me here again

For all the words I’ve spoken

And the ones who’ve led me there

Because I still feel something

Burning me, rising, the wanting that’s in here

So with my broken meanings

I find there’s still life left somewhere

So take your miracle placebos

And know that I am still right here

Another comes your way

Controlled by their mistakes

Make pasts disappear with just pills and some words

Don’t ask, follow

Don’t ask, follow

Don’t ask, follow with just pills and some words

Given up

On logic to pull me through

It all comes down to what you choose

No matter what I’ve seen or been,

Tell me,

Will this ever end?

For all the words I’ve spoken

And the ones who’ve led me there

Because I still feel something

Burning me, rising, the wanting that’s in here

So with my broken meanings

I find there’s still life left somewhere

So take your miracle placebos

And know that I am still right here