Roots Of Eternity

I can't see whether it's me or my blood that drags me down

thoughts in my head tell me i'm not even around

I can't see no solution to the suffering of the weakest creature of all

One for me is the rope around my neck but i don't want the curtain to fall

illusions of better days - ignored

Buried in a state of mind - absorbed

I don't care anymore cause my world is gone

No hope for you - no hope for me

No hope for everyone

How can i tell the truth when i dont even know if its the truth i tell

Damn it, my friend, i don't care if you won't help

But would you please then put me into my shell

Draw a line in the sand to keep me knowing where your boundaries explode

I don't wish to die but if i had the choice i'd rather not corrode

I will always cry inside - Profane

Inapproachable, yes - insane

I don't care anymore cause my world is gone

No hope for you - no hope for me

No hope for everyone

carved in me to make it last, read it through the splintered glass

Swallowed whole my only hope to lift the grief hiding from the past

Dare not look into these eyes all too aware of the pain i'll find

But i can't resist the temptation search for my soul to leave it all behind

All locked doors inside my head - betrayed

Shadows haunt my loneliness - depraved

I quite dont know why i smiled back then

It must have been a memory

Of a place that i have been

Sorry if i said too much and now you know my name

It's just a way to hide myself

Can you tell me why i came

there's no miracles no more and life it goes its ways

water feels like fire

In my hands i'll find my face

For much to long i had my conscience on the floor

Been drifting in a circle till i smashed my head

into the door

It's because the roots are no longer below

they're dead and it's easy to show

Take my hand let's walk through the night

wait for the end - There's no reason to fight