Good God

Good God, what have I done?

Gone and left the only one

That ever really, truly, deeply loved me

Honestly, how stupid could I be?

My poor heart, your demons won

You turned dark, picked out a gun

In the incapable hands of your master

Downward spiral, bound for disaster

I am sorry, please forgive me

I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be

Where we thought we'd be

Good God, I have regrets

Was too hard, I couldn't forget

And his love for me, was much like a father's

Mandatory care for a daughter

I am sorry, please forgive me

I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be

Where we thought we'd be

I am sorry, please forgive me

I am sorry, we're not where we thought we'd be

Where we thought we'd be

Things end

From lovers to friends

I'll call him

When this painful part ends

When I've felt every possible emotion

Cried enough to fill up an ocean