Alive Again

I felt it turn to come and go

Don't worry, no one ever knows

I don't know why it just won't die

It breaks me in to stay alive

I know it hurt a lot like you

C'mon I know that you felt it too

It hurts the same and that's okay

I never liked him anyway, I know

It seems so long since I've been gone

I got so used to just hanging on

I feel so wrong, I don't belong

I got so used to just hanging on

I'm used to starving out instead

It's easier than faking it, sometimes it hurts

But that's no worse than all those times

I guess it works, I know they walked away

With a piece of me

The more I bruise from laying low

I walk around like I'm alive again

But I know it's just not the same

Shut up

I'm sorry, I broke it all

I don't know why it just won't die

And I'm fading