All to Myself

I don't patronize, I realize

I'm losing and this is my real life

I'm half asleep and I'm wide awake

This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy

Been blaming myself and I think you know why

I'm killing time and times killing you

Every way that I do

Did you say please just follow me?

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one

I just can't decide what I'm running from

This isn't what I wanted but

I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough

And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck

Can't focus it but I try it over and over again

Did you say please just follow me?

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like

Did you say please just follow me?

I thought you wanted me 'cause I can't stay with someone else

I try and suck it up, I just keep fucking up

I want you all to myself

Did you say please just follow me?

I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself

I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up

Make me feel like someone else