Disengaged

And I could look into the

crowded morgue of mistakes

the sun stopped its smile

and frowned on me too

my re-built/re-mastered heart

is smashed into its faces

and its face is confused

I cut my throat in two

I said “sorry” to you,

for being a fool

but I didn’t want forgiveness.

It was regret,

not an apology

it was regret

regret

regret

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

you’re with me, against me

but the only thing forever is hate

I forget what i saw

before and after that day

I’d trade all I was worth

to make myself in to

the handsomest gun

and put the diamond bullet

into your

404 ERROR face

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

you’re with me, against me

but the only thing forever is hate

and I’m an event,

everybody knows

you decide if you can live

or you decide to let someone

decide for you

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

Dis

Dis

Dis

Disengaged

you’re with me, against me

but the only thing forever is hate