Pay For My Tears

Somewhere else it will not be much the same

The grass is always greener

Everytime I will for sure win the game

This pain won't be forever

See the struggle I'm leaving deep inside

It was not right in my mind

So a friend in need is a friend indeed

It will pay you back in kind

It's hard to be sorry,

This feeling is growing

I need to walk away,

Can you keep me from bleeding

I feel out of place,

Don't count me in no more

I'm totally in the dark,

Black is really the color

You can tell me stupid,

But tied up are my hands

Life has turned to distress,

All I needed was some friends

I've been fading away,

Don't know what next will come

Don't want to live this way,

Can't stand town where I'm from

Have to leave my last tears felt down

Nothing left to get,

There's nothing anymore to give

Looks so small, the pleasure is gone

And for having betrayed me,

I will never forgive

A change I'm only waiting for

Instead of joy I needed,

I felt such frustration

The time I don't want to ignore

It's been a real struggle

And such a desillusion

Pay, pay for my tears

I swear to do it

Lost, i'm lost in years

Life it doesn't fit