Scum Like Me

me....

all I wanted in my life was 2 be seen

it was all or nothing

nothing inbetween

I had to proove myself

stronger than my needs

In time

when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on

when all the happiness inside of me was gone

It didn't matter what I did 'cause all was wrong.

There's a part of me

who just can't see

why you believe in a scum like me

I care no more

why can't u see

I'm thinking of being loved

I feel

that I've been holding on 2 long to history

my mistakes have been the same repetitively

it's a feeling of mistake and misery

A voice

always questioning everything I do

It's always there 2 make me feel a kinda blue

makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool

Instead

of being proud of all the good

things that I've gone

I take a step aside, I hit and run

'cause I feel that I have fooled you all along

'cause when you look under the surface

you will see

that what you think is big and strong

is only me