Then So It Is

Where am I going

Trying to regain control

But no matter

How I dress it up

I always end up alone

So why must I come here every time

I back myself against a wall

And why is it still so surprising to me

When I try to conquer

I fall

But I want to feel like a bird

Singing in an open cage

And I wanna be in a love

Where we are free to wonder

I want to lay down with my eyes shut

And let the mystic take my sadness

And if this is what you call madness

Then so it is

I drive

Myself crazy

Yeah crazy in a constant spin

That one day soon yeah know I'm going to get my life

I'm going get my life

Back together again

But can you see me now

Can you see me now

Can you see me standing here

I'm waving a white flag to win

'Cause I wanna feel like a bird

Singing in an open cage

And I wanna be in a love

Where we are free to wonder

I want to lay down with my eyes shut

And let the mystic take my sadness

And if this is what you call madness

Then so it is