The Fever

When the fever breaks

I will be right here sitting in the same spot I'm sitting right now

My faith has started to shake

I don't know if I still believe you'll ever come to life with this crowd

Am I the only one who feels lonely even though I know I'm surrounded by friends?

Am I the only one who feels that fevered longing?

God I know I'm the only one who can

There's things that I hide, things I keep in the corners of my mind and I can't keep hiding

I know you won't approve of this, I've got bad taste in art and sex and lying

When we sat in my basement and I showed you all my wrongs, you said, "just don't quit your day job."

You were right, and I gave up four years ago, but some things are just too hard to leave behind

I've changed my mind so many times cause I wanted you to like me

And I'm ashamed to admit it took me this long, but I don't care if you like me anymore

Am I the only (Am I the only)

One who feels that fevered longing?

Am I the only (Am I the only)

God I know I'm the only one who can