Leave

a flash on the nightsky,

against ceaseless rainfall.

a flicker on the wall,

amidst dancing shadows.

spinning round in circles,

yet rooted on the spot.

lying still on the floor,

whirling about inside.

this is not what I had wanted,

I have to leave this place.

this is not what I had dreamed of,

I need to gain more space.

this is not what I intended,

I have to leave these shores.

this is not what I had hoped for,

I need to close these doors.

I should get on an airplane.

I should leave this state of mind.

I should use the passing lane.

I should leave this life behind.

I will catch the morning breeze.

I will jump into the sea.

I will follow my caprice.

I will finally be me.

this is not what I had wanted,

I have to leave this place.

this is not what I had dreamed of,

I need to gain more space.

this is not what I had wanted,

I have to leave this place.

this is not what I had dreamed of,

I need to gain more space.

this is not what I intended,

I have to leave these shores.

this is not what I had hoped for,

I need to close these doors.

so many directions,

I feel so pulled apart.

so many distractions,

I feel them split my heart.

so many directions,

I feel so pulled apart.

so many distractions,

I feel them split my heart.

so many directions,

I feel so pulled apart.

so many distractions,

I feel them split my heart.