Sun and Storm

so I'm still plodding on,

on a path I cannot see.

so I left it all behind,

for a future where I'm free.

all my dreams had turned to dust,

and my lust for life declined.

all my hopes had gone away,

just a trace left in my mind.

for my will stopped to resist,

I let it take me away.

for my whole world fell apart,

what is left I cannot say.

and everything I was has turned to pain,

and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.

and everything I was has turned to pain,

and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.

and everywhere I go I feel the same,

and everytime I try I try in vain.

you had come to fill the void,

but you always were forlorn.

you had come into my life,

and you brought both sun and storm.

I could never break its force,

and then I was left to mourn.

I never knew what went wrong,

but you were both sun and storm.

when you came I did not fear,

but the shadow took your side.

when you fell I had to stay,

but I think I've also died.

and everywhere I go I feel the same,

and everytime I try I try in vain.

and everything I was has turned to pain,

and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.

and everywhere I go I feel the same,

and everytime I try I try in vain.