Things Will Change

walking alone

feet growing cold

and i'm running alone

not that far

i am fading

a bit too young to think that i'm growing old

slightly more than i can take in

be cynical

enemy on the phone

make me miserable

and i don't know if i can take it

even though

i don't know

i suppose

it is too much for me to take in

try to be as clear as i can be with you

nothing more that i can do

but clearly i've been here before

i'm trying to make you understand

understand

you don't understand

understand

understand understand

you don't understand

understand

you won't understand

you won't understand

understand understand

you don't understand

you don't understand

understand understand

running alone

lose control

not invincible

something wrong

needs to break in

closer to me

nothing to see

your own enemy

and i don't know if i can take it or break it

apologies

ashamed of what i came to be

afraid of what it means to me

amazed at what i need to know

i'm trying to make you understand

understand

you don't understand

understand

understand understand

you don't understand

understand

you don't understand

you don't understand

understand understand

you don't understand

you don't understand

understand understand

enemies

they tap you on the shoulder

and they trap you in the corner

leaves me

wondering

what they really want from me

exit plan

and codependency

even to me

things will change

now you hold my friend

war again

violence in

in the trench

they don't understand

understand

they don't understand

but they want to talk about