Ab Inscientia Depositus Sum

In my heart I'm an ordinary man

Though I may seem old and I'll

I have had believes and dreams

Believe me, I Have got them still

As though my future looks black

Yet my blood is also red

I've never felt so blue

Since They've told me, I'll soon be dead

My hopes and joys have vanished

As sorrows and despair have vanquished

I think of beautiful memories long gone

Knowing they're never to be returned

Sometimes I fall down on my knees

God, can't even Thy cure my disease?

I'm crying, still no one hears

Behold me for this vale of tears

Although I don't have much time left to live

I still have got love to give

What I've done wrong?

Please tell me why

Ab inscientia depositus sum

Tell me am I?