Reality

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to feel

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to heal

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to cry

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to die

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to hate

What I wouldn’t give for-it's all too late

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to need

What I wouldn’t give for-a chance to bleed

All the beauty I feel-I know it's not real

All the beauty I see- will never belong to me

I tried to hide

But I fell apart

Why do I try

To desolate my heart