Happy

Ask me if I'm happy

I don't know

If it is a place we need to go

Ask me if I'm happy

I don't care

Maybe I'd be happy if you disappear

Maybe I'd be happy if you give me drugs

Drugs can make a fuck last all night long

But nothing makes me happy about getting off

Reaching for the saddest little cloth

Reaching for the water on the sill

Water with the saddest little film

Ask me if I'm happy

What does it mean?

I'll tell you that I am if you tell me I'm dreaming

Wake up in a place I've never been

Wake up to a face I've never seen

Wake up with the purest sense of being

Wake up to a woman that isn't screaming

Ask me if I'm happy

La la la

Happy is a pill for the faint of hearts

Happy is a place in the dark

Ya you know it is

Ask me if I'm happy one more time

I'll give you a reply if you give me your eye

Leave you with an itty bitty hole

Well it's nothing like the one inside my soul

It's nothing like the canyon of my heart

Well at least I got some room to fall apart

Ask me if I'm happy I'll tell you what

Happy is a diamond in the rough

Happy it ain't enough

Oh you know it ain't