Left Unspoken

I'm failing to bring peaceful emotions

For a reason which I cannot perceive

But for a moment I am lost

In my own mind, alone

Those painful memories come flooding back

Like a sea of tortured deities

I will die believing life is worthless

For depression describes my every thought

No longer is love relevant

To love would be to die

To look at what has already been looked at

Every day by myself

Has stopped my mind from acknowledging

The quality of this earth's belongings

All words are lost within a desperate imagination

For rain does not cease to fall in my mind

A grey cloud dwells behind my eyelids

I do not thrive on anything but the thought of dying

Leaving this earth is my soul aim in life

Doom to me is revelation...