If U Love Me Now

I could read your mind

I know what you're thinking

This is not what you signed up for

I could pray to God

But I'm not invested

And you get what you pay for

I've been trying to find out if anyone

Feels truly happy because of all that they have done

'Cause I always seem to want more

Provided that I can get some

There's me in the corner throwing a fit

Making a mess of it

Don't you love me now?

There's me under the table, hiding from my

Lovers and my allies

Don't you love me now?

It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist

Don't you love me now?

There's me in the doorway telling you please

You should just let me leave

If you love me now

I could bite my tongue

Trying not to say that my love

For you looks different

I could bide my time

Hoping I can fix it

But it goes against my instincts

And I've been trying to find out if anyone

Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone

'Cause I always seem to give it up

Provided that I can get some

There's me in the corner throwing a fit

Making a mess of it

Don't you love me now?

There's me under the table hiding from my

Lovers and my allies

Don't you love me now?

It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist

Don't you love me now?

There's me in the doorway telling you please

You should just let me leave

If you love me now

It's just a hypothesis or test, that I should not exist

Don't you love me now

There's me in the doorway telling you please

You should just let me leave

If you love me now