Sanctuary

Dis...honest

you came with your first kiss

blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence

something was suffocating me...couldn't breath

had no idea that you would ever deceive

i tried to believe all the things that you taught me

christ like images of truth...they straight got me

now watch me drown in sadness

my lungs gasp for air cause i let you stab this...

Heart...and rip apart wounds that exist

deeper and darker

than any words i could spit

all is shit

and it will never be well

because the fires that burn

are my never ending .... Hell

Is this what you call god?

Your faith is lost

is this what you call god?

Get off your cross

get off...

Connect each other for necessity

lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me

asked me to trust you and yes i tried to

constant apologies caused me to lie too

tried to medicate my hate with your magic

how could something so sweet end up so tragic

ressurect me from this abyss

in death every body function fails to exist

false commitments tongues twisted with religion

a heart shaped rock of the same size incision

obsolete

with no relief or release

just insomnia filled nights

of never ending...sleep

Is this what you call god?

Your faith is lost

is what you call god?

Get off your cross

Split a piece of wood and i am there

lift a stone and you will find me

are you still scared?

Sanctuary

sanctuary

sanctuary

there's no sanctuary

Is this what you call god

is this what you call... God

is this

is this

is this what you call love

get off get off

watch me

get off get off

watch me

get off get off

now watch me fall...

I swallowed all your lies

and they felt good going down...

Death be not proud