Sour Sigh

Breathe in and sigh

Wake up the beast I have inside

Dark thoughts of death run through my mind

Drums of wars marking the stars of the battle

I just don't feel the same

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Creeping down

Just crawling through the darkness

Falling to the silence

And gloom of my days

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Sometimes I try to know why I

Lost my mates and risked my life

Gave up on my dreams and hopes

Sometimes I wish I had more time

To heal, to heal my soul

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Am I

Just a pawn to sacrifice

Sometimes I try to know why I

Lost my mates and risked my life

Gave up on my dreams and hopes

Sometimes I wish I had more time

To heal, to heal my soul