Amateur

You made me feel like i'm ok,

i could be happy

Now i can sit, not run away stupidly laughing

Wipe out all self-pity,

it's slowing me down

Turn off feeling pretty,

dressing up dressing down.

I walk around the city out of my way,

looking for something

I've got all that i need to save my day,

so why'm i running?

You said i should get professional help,

it always makes me cry.

I know i'm just an amateur, but i've gotta try.

I had a birthday party and it was packed,

got friends who love me

We hung a disco ball up and watched the lights,

they were so lovely

When exactly are we?

i get the decades mixed up.

I like the streets when they're empty,

i can make the rest up.

Every day is new year's eve,

every night is the last night.

Every day is new year's eve,

every time is the last time.