Safety Of Routine

Won't face this day and I won't care now,

the sunrise promises nothing new

Everyday is the same

when looking straight ahead

Caught in the safety of routine

I lose myself again

And if only for a moment do I

truly feel this way,

then suddenly it all becomes

something of worth to me

Won't face this day and I won't care now,

the sunrise promises nothing new

And here I will stay with four walls round

my heart in a room that won't betray

Now that I've gone too far,

this escape has caught up with me

Everyone's gone

They all realized that I stopped caring

so long ago that today

was only taken for granted

And tomorrow's just one more

that I believe I deserve

Won't face this day and I won't care now,

the sunrise promises nothing new

And here I will stay with four walls round

my heart in a room that won't betray

Spent too many hours in this room,

leaving the world outside my door

In failed attempts to forget about,

being frustrated with myself

Won't face this day and I won't care now,

the sunrise promises nothing new

One last time

I will watch the sun

go down from this window

And I won't wait for a better day

to walk from

all it ever was that I

had given up on this road

One last step

and I will soon be gone