I Don't Know How to Love Him

I don't know how to love him,

What to do, how to move him.

I've been changed, yes, really changed.

In these past few days when I've seen myself

I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this

I don't see why he moves me.

He's a man, he's just a man.

And I've known so many men before

In very many ways: he's just one more

Should I bring him down?

Should I scream and shout?

Should I speak of love?

Let my feelings out?

I never thought I'd come to this.

What's it all about?

Don't you think it's kind of funny

I should be in this position?

I'm the one who's always been

So calm, so cool, no lover's fool

Running every show: he scares me so.

Yet, if he said he loved me

I'd be lost, I'd be frightened.

I couldn't cope, no, I just couldn't cope.

So I'd turn my head, I'd back away,

I wouldn't want him to know: he scares me so.

I need him so, I want him so, I love him so.