The Icing on the Hate

Cut the line, I'm suffocating

Cannot feel, without I'm aching

Desire lost, my heart is racing

I feel cursed, am I mistaken

Doomed to walk the path that's chosen

Regret, a mountain yet to climb

Belief, that pain will ease in time

Embrace, a life that I betrayed

The icing on the hate

Trapped inside, this self-addiction

Forced to see my own afliction

Through the eyes, deseased reflections

Kaleidoscopic, death in segments

A second chance at resurrection

The high of high's seemed endless

The shapeless fear ascending

Ride the carousel of punishment

The days of dazed emotions

And spells I cast seem broken

Ride the carousel of punishment

Cards are down, a choice needs making

Look a the past, or keep on dreaming

Pulled the plug, for now I'm winning

Closed the chapter, new beginnings

Closed the chapter, new beginnings