Tables Turned

I felt the weather getting better, but I couldn't feel

my feet

I always felt so cold in your company

I guess that maybe we should settle this

Blame it all on me

I don't care anymore, wont you please just let me be?

Bend the rules until they break

You always knew just how to make me fall to me knees

I felt so sick, ill at ease

But I'm getting better

And I hope that this time you finally see

That you can't get away with everything

I moved on and the world opened up for to me

The thought of you use to make me cave in

Gave you a chance but you threw it all away

The tables turned and there's nothing left to say

Done being a wall you lean against

Just needed some time so I could

Open up my window

Let the air clear out my head

Think how fast the years go and all the things I left

unsaid

Another old regret that I'll hide beneath my bed

I guess some distance was the best cure for this

But rest assured it's not you I miss anymore

And I don't care where you lay your head at night

Because with you it's all swings and roundabouts

Gave you a chance but you still wouldn't hear me out

And I hope that it kills you I'm happy now

I hope you hate the taste of your own medicine

Those skeletons buried in my head

And all the thoughts I have of you make me wish we

never met

And I don't care where you lay your head at night

I know I wont miss the smell of you in my room

You presumed that I'd feel the same

Drive home and think about the things I said

You never learn from this you just expect

You are my hesitant smile

You are my crippling doubt

You're everything that I hide about myself

You are every lesson I've learned with every leaf that

I've turned

The very reason why I wont let this happen again

I found the side of myself I thought I left behind

And I'll do the same with you this time