Dead Awake

Today things changed

I'v been so fuckin' scared

Since i picked up the phone

Trying to escape from me

My heart I can't think straight

On the beach waves so free

And so calm like a lake

And like me I'm so dd awake

Chorus

So I hold on to what I got

For as long as i can

But now it's fallen

Apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

That I can't see you again

And I holdon to what I got

For as long as I can

And now it's fallen apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

It seems lie you're here with me

I just wanna see you again

Today things changed

Why couldn't it be you

When I picked up the phone

The things I'd say

If I could have known

You won't be there

When I got home

Looking for answers why

It's so real it's not fake

And why am I so dead awake

Please just one more time

I wanna say good-bye

I'll wait for you

I'm not scared

I promise no to cry