Awful

One, two, three, four

It's an awful way to feel

You feel so low like you can't go on

But don't you fear my dear

You're the only thing that keeps me feeling

Anything at all

Close your eyes and ease your troubled mind

Sometimes in the middle of the night

I wake up and roll out of bed

And wonder why I even woke up in the first place

It's so awful

Then to make the matters even worse

I swear my love I have a curse

I can't do anything quite right

I swear I'm trying

It's so awful

I'm awfully awful

Today

It's a complex sort of thing

The type of thing that I don't like to

Sing with all my heart

Emotions fade the nightmares start

And I can't waste my time

I close my eyes and ease my troubled mind

Sometimes in the middle of the night

I wake up and roll out of bed

And wonder why I even woke up in the first place

It's so awful

Then to make the matters even worse

I swear my love I have a curse

I can't do anything quite right

I swear I'm trying

It's so awful

I'm awfully awfully awful

Today

I'm waking up for the first time

Since I lost track of my ways

I took my last pill last night

I'm waking up for the first time

The last time

Sometimes in the middle of the night

I wake up and roll out of bed

And wonder why I even woke up in the first place

It's so awful

Then to make the matters even worse

I swear my love I have a curse

I can't do anything quite right

I swear I'm trying

It's so awful

I'm awfully awfully awfully awful

Today