My Greatest Enemy

There right in front of me

My greatest enemy

Should I just turn my back or go all in?

No one would hear me scream

Won't be a pretty scene

So maybe I do best if I just bail

Tired of being me. I'm close to mutiny

I play my cards but there's no way I win

I'm breaking out of here, failing to disappear

A lackadaisical attempt to hide

I'm trying to be strong and brave

But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside

I'm lying to myself I'm fine

But to tell the truth I'm way out of line

I try so desperately to hide my misery

I'm just a puppet

But with chains for strings

Am I the only one left in this stupid town?

DAMMIT! No one seems to care at all

I'm trying to be strong and brave

But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside

I'm lying to myself I'm fine

But to tell the truth I'm way out of line

I'm trying!

I'm my own worst enemy

There right in front of me

My greatest enemy

Should I just turn my back or go all in?

I'm trying to be strong and brave

But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside

I'm lying to myself I'm fine

But to tell the truth I'm way out of line

I'm trying to be strong and brave

But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside

I'm lying to myself I'm fine

But to tell the truth I'm way out of line