I Needed This

I am here but am I still alive?

But you broke me down, but somehow I survived

I never thought that I could leave it

I can't believe it, it's gone

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I'm told I'm left out feeling cold

But I know I needed this all along

Safe and well to everything advise

Take this heart, it was never even mine

I never thought that I could leave it

I can't believe it, it's gone

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I'm told I'm left out feeling cold

But I know I needed this all along

Blood stains and scars are much worse than ours

But your breaking, healing is taking me this far, this far

I never thought that I could leave it

I can't believe it, it's gone

I thought that maybe I stopped breathing

But instead I'm moving on

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I've told I'm left out feeling cold

But I know I needed this all along

I needed this all along, I needed this all along