It's Been a Summer

I'm cracked from my head down to my spine

Ready to Self-Destruct at any time

And I'm trying to convince myself

That the way I feel is all I have

It could take a lifetime

To realize that you're alright

But she said

"I'd know when you would come back"

It's been a summer

It's burning up in here

Even though the bed is cold on your side

I'd rather die

then spend this night here without you

I would try to fix these flaws of mine

If I could just see you for one more time

Ready to self-destruct at any time

And I'm trying to convince myself

That the way I feel is all I have

I don't believe in sure things

There's pain in what the truth brings

I'd be the first one to know

If its smart for me to just let it go

I'll be the laughing stock of all time

Person most likely to find

Deciding if it's fate that made you avoid me to this day