Lyrics New Years Day

New Years Day

Your Ghost

A shallow grave

Where you're buried underneath

But don't drag me with you

A mistake

That's been clawing at my skin

And I can't dig you out

Is it wrong

That I question myself-control?

Your ghost stands between what I know

And what I'm missing something isn't right

I've been wasting so much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know what's real

so I can start again and learn to feel

I fought so hard to push away all these tempting flaws

It's too late to conquer them again

What held me back in the end

The fear of never knowing what's ahead

I'm sick of disappointment

The bitterness is overwhelming

And nothings gonna change around me

If I don't get rid of you

I wanna shove the wicked words you told me

Down your fucking throat and let it sink in

I kill off what's left of you

Your ghost stands between what I know

And what I'm missing something isn't right

I've been wasting so much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know what's real

so I can start again and learn to feel

So unfortunate it's come to this

And I played my part

Don't waste your breath with selfishness

You're done enough harm

Your ghost stands between what I know

And what I'm missing something isn't right

(Something isn't right)

Your ghost stands between what I know

And what I'm missing something isn't right

I've been wasting so much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know what's real

so I can start again and let to feel