Misery

I believe in self-destruction

I am heading for the grave

I am losing my direction

I will never smile again

I am waiting for the downfall

I'm longing for the end

The darkness all around me is my one and only friend

I believe that life is just a game

Another day, but the pain remains the same

Eternal misery

I'm living in denial of all I am

The world around is waiting for me to stumble and to fall

And whenever I need someone I always find no one at all

It has always been this way for me since the day that I was born

A bearer of a shattered soul and a mind all ripped and torn

I believe that life is just a game

Another day but the pain remains the same

Eternal misery

I'm living in denial of all I am

I feel my time is running out

I am wasted in this world

But I am too afraid to end my life

I live in fear of the other side

I find shelter in the liquids

I'm hiding in the smoke

I wish I knew why I was born and why my life such a joke

I am the god of self-deception in the kingdom of despair

Even in the light of day I see darkness everywhere

I am looking for the answer

Can you tell me why I am here

I'm feeling weaker day by day

I am soon to disappear

I can feel my time is running out

I'll never know what life is all about

Eternal misery

I'm living in denial of all I am