The Fields Of Life

Tell me why I stand here again

I cannot seem to make up my mind

And now I'm right where I wanted to be

But still I find it hard to smile

I wait for the euphoria to come

Maybe I've got it all wrong

I'm stranded

On the fields of life

No

Not again, I said to myself

But there you were and shook me around

Dragged me out from the cave in my mind

A place I wanted no one to find

Destiny has always had a way with me

Opened up my lying eyes and made me see

I hope you hear me

When you come too near me

I don't know how to handle desire

On the fields of life

I don't know where to go

On the fields of life

I don't know where to turn

On the fields of life

I don't wanna loose what I have found

A light in the darkness around

Why can't I let go of the fear

And let all my doubt disappear

I depend on the balance divine

Always so hard to combine

I hate the insecurity inside of me

I will always be my biggest enemy

I will always fear me

Cause when no one steer me I will go

Into the fire alight

On the fields of life

I don't know where to go

On the fields of life

I don't know where to turn

On the fields of life

I don't wanna die alone

On the fields of life