Even Deeper

I woke up today

To find myself in the other place

With a trail of my footprints

From where I ran away

It seems everything I've heard

Just might be true

And you know me

(Well you think you do)

Sometimes, I have everything-

Yet I wish I felt something

Do you know how far this has gone?

Just how damaged have I become?

When I think I can overcome

It runs even deeper

And in a dream I'm a different me

With a perfect you

We fit perfectly

And for once in my life I feel complete-

And I still want to ruin it

Afraid to look

As clear as day

This plan has long been underway

I hear them call

I cannot stay

The voice inviting me away

Do you know how far this has gone?

Just how damaged have I become?

When I think I can overcome

It runs even deeper

Everything that matters is gone

All the hands of hope have withdrawn

Could you try to help me hang on?

It runs...

I'm straight

I won't crack

On my way

And I can't turn back

I'm okay

I'm on track

On my way

And I can't turn back

I stayed

On this track

Gone too far

And I can't come back

I stayed

On this track

Lost my way

Can't come back