Willingly Unknowing

Sitting here and shaking at the top of the world

Celebrating times that were really absurd

All I have to do is to say those words

And then my mind is overflowing

Someone is trying hard for the very first time

But, someone is laying there saying...

I never had the chance to be the one

Starring at the ceiling at the end of the day

Stimulating life well that's all I can say

I don't have to think it's a great relief

And I am willingly unknowing

A mess, a mess I can't repair the damage

I can't believe how difficult it is

A mess, a mess I can't repair the damage

But I'm never giving in

No I'm never giving in