What I've Become

As complicated as we try to be

At the end, it's just you and me

Sitting across from each other

Pretending to do nothing but agree

I'll make it harder than it ever has to be

And you lied to me, everything I see

Saying things just to disagree

Is the roller coaster we love to be on

When we take what we see

That we see in each other

We see every reason

It's worth every problem

What I've become

Is hard to never change

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

What I've become

Is impossible to throw away

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

Going from a cry to a smile

Even if it's for a little while

Seems like just enough to keep you here

So giving anymore makes me scared

Inside of me, everything's a mess

And I stress about it when I'm all alone

Trying to change might kill me

And then I'll end up a dead soul

When I take what I see

That I see in each other

I see every reason

It's worth every problem

What I've become

Is hard to never change

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

What I've become

Is impossible to throw away

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

You create

What I become

Create

And I can't change

Create

What I become

What I've become

Is hard to never change

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

What I've become

Is impossible to throw away

When I become

Everything that you love to hate

Love to hate