My Wishing Well Disease

Last night I felt my life burn my eyes

Falling asleep on fire I remembered you

And I'm trying

I'm trying

I'll wait here and wish for

A gorgeous disaster to happen

Because nothing fucking matters anymore

And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin

With halos that I always bend

Please don't watch me fall

And it's only a matter of time

And it's only life

My dreams are bleeding into lies

With no surprises

Bloodshot eyes

Matching all your sizes

And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin

With halos that I always bend

Please don't watch me fall

Why she looks amazing...

I wish I was amazing...

But it's fading...

Fading...