Undercut

Sane closed my head shut now that I am painted black

Everything I am is gone, like you pushed me

I burned my hand, closed now, I close my soul from behind,

Now every time I wonder if my sodomy's gone

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)

Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Crushed ever deeper, I am dead there's no belief

Time to try more to care, nothing more, I care now

Everything is done, undone to keep myself a whole,

Try believe myself, believing everything I want

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)

Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Time to give myself peace, everything brought on leave

I try my hardest and there's too much now, every time there's no trust

All is gone, this part of you, my friend,

Send my friend now is gone but you'll see

Stained black neck and bloody hands, oh I am, damned I am

There's a dead whore at my feet, there's nothing

Give me my head - nothing more, I am dead

See my fate, my soul, my element is whole

Everyone done, no belief, sadness and an open dream

Unsure these books all read, death is fed through absent grief

All these pages and no one sees five years and a smoking gun

Now my blood it thickens and it all stops now