My Agony, My Ecstasy

Gorge in my darkness,

For all to laugh at me

My undying love,

That you hold in chains

Bound by reality,

Controlling my every thougt

Visions of your beauty,

Deep in my memory

Please try to forgive me

The pain always returns

Yesterdays smile is tomorrows tears

Oh God, What have I done?

Our love together was strong

A bond between two souls

Lost within my slumber

Tonight I sleep alone

My mind no longer lusts,

My heart no longer loves

Half my life is gone from me,

A mistake I must endure

Containing my emotions,

From time we spent alone

Surrender to my past,

Live with a false sense of pride

Every time I close my eyes I yearn the sweet scent of you

Always remember the love we made And cherish It's silent beauty

The softness of your touch

The warm glow of your skin

Is in my every fantasy

Your velvet lips upon my neck

Will release my torture inside