Highs 2 Lows

Individual stars float in the ocean of God

Rocking a pinky ring of Saturn while I'm visiting Mars

Egos bigger than Jupiter are breaking the bars

Holding me back down to Earth to physical laws

Touching the moon, grace as I ready resume

Comets flying through space bringing possible doom

Blocking the sun, bring a holocaust on the world

I'm talking back to Father Time, Mother Earth is my girl

I got the wings of angels walking down the valley of death

Watching my step, 'cause The Devil's never one to respect

Come correct on the studio track, taking it back

To the pen and pad, I blast the original rap

Brother on the B-Boy tip, with Krylon spit

I tag the charts with the graphical hits

So who you fucking with, arm leg led to arm head

Snapping your neck back while you spit out a Pez

I be the original son of a bitch, hurting your wrist

'Cause you spinning my shit so much the needle skip

Flip to the rhythm and reminisce, remember the days of

'94 (Nine Four) hip-hop was a gift

Words out of her lips came straight from the heart

Never prepackaged or bought, void of negative thought

Peddle to consumers, magazines, and rumors

Commercial spots turn real artists to looters

Precise rap, rock and roll, nigga lets do this

I'll float through those break beats with my maneuvers

Yo regardless

While I be moving swiftly through darkness

Plotting, charting my path, I'm running, cutting my losses

Stumbling over unknown bumps and complications

And tribulations of my life of revelations(x2)

Speaking to scorpions making my heart turn to porcelain

That used to have a steady beat now its easily broken

My coast and train of thought stopped emotions

Welling at the core of my being causing commotion

Need to release, 'cause the stress will tear me to pieces

My love ceases and my thoughts break into leases

The height of my life, but the strife making me leave this

I can't beat this, going to God to defeat this

Will he help, or do I have to do this myself?

Alone and confused, the blues burden my health

My eyes remain closed 'cause my highs are lows

I'm feeling the blows of rain cause my pain is cold

Now who am I, a man or a pawn in life?

Living day to day, I pray am I wrong or right

Losing my mind so maybe you can help me find

The way to go so I can be leaving this pain behind

Trying to sleep, "Sleep is the cousin of death,"

Said a wise man from Queensbridge, on beats he blessed

Trying to rest, instead I rest my head

On a pillow of hardships, misery is the bed

On my back, I lie, I can see the skies

Through the glass ceiling, the reason tears drowning my eyes

And I can't move, grief won't let me think

My soul is dry; I crawl just to take a drink

I made you blink, think like a visible man

With mechanical hands trying to reach out to my fans

Yo regardless

While I be moving swiftly through darkness

Plotting, charting my path, I'm running, cutting my losses

Stumbling over unknown bumps and complications

And tribulations of my life of revelations(x2)

Yo viscosity of the hidden meaning between my words

Thicken the plot, I caught hidden rhythms and verse

I'm loading the hearse, you biting like a Dracula curse

I'm bringing the worst of hurt like a sermon in church

Pertaining to you, hurts just to listen to truth

So you'd rather listen to lies, so you're living to lose

I'm beginning to win, young man, master in sin

Battle within, looking at The Devil and grin

I'm flipping the script, walking on a journey and trip

On the gurney they missed, and the fact that life is a bitch

And I'm hating this shit, losing blood, making me crip

With stakes aside, bet, and I lost the grip

Searching for bliss, with the razor over my wrist

Needing a job but the drug test's checking my piss

I'm looking through a window and seeing the immaculate conception reborn

Peace in my core with seven swords, a knight in a war

Looking to the eyes of the lord, calculating what more

Seeing the signs of heaven nevermore

The last matador riding the pale horse, losing my course

Splitting the hairs, causing divorce

Marriage unborn, I havoc in song, I stumble upon

Lost jewels of thought, thought to be gone

Lost forever, I sever motherfuckers with letters

Written in script, forward to the rap that I rip

From the top of the lip, make a drink, take it and sip

Then I'm gulping the shit

Falling deeper in the abyss.