In Memory

To Hard to believe

And it still hasn't hit me

Confusion as to how I feel

And I need to be shown

The direction I should go

Take everything and never be the same

Manipulated minds and suffering

Trying to hold back all of these feelings

I'm blinded by hate and misery

To afraid to face reality

It seems so unreal but I can't deny

These of thoughts of you that still remain in my mind

Realizing that your never coming back

And that's the way we left it

And that's the way it's dealt with

No where, no where to go but down

There's too much to take and there's no way

I could ever imagine how I feel today

And still you pretend that it's nothing new

As if all this doesn't concern you

But still I picture you, in memory

And I just can't believe

This is really happening

That one's mind could so corrupted

Take it all away

And never feel the same

You'll live with it and never forgiven