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I don't feel like me

Whatever that's supposed to be

I've crossed lines I've never thought I'd cross

My only retreat is falling asleep

But I lie awake every night of the week

And think about how much worse it's become

I don't feel like me

Whatever that's supposed to be

I'm a different person every time I come home

How can I be so lonely

When you're in the room right next to me

Why has it been like these my whole life?

I need to say it, I need more

I need the feeling that I had before

I got back and started on this whole routine again

Always upstream, always against the grain

Always upstream, always against the grain

And nothing will ever change

Nothing will ever change

Ever change

Nothing will ever change