Trying To Breathe

I think I'm having a heart attack

I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done

IF I could you know I would take it back

Wide awake in a lot of pain

Thinking I might not see the next day and

Hoping that I got it in me to see this through

I say things that I can't take back

I torch bridges while I attack and

Compensate by laying myself out flat

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again

And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end

I hate every second of the god damn day

Give me anything you got I don't care,

It's all the same

I need something to take so I don't feel any more

Need something stronger than the night before,

I need it before its too late

When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice

I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice

Just make it go away

And I'll just focus on trying to breathe (4x)

Feels like I'm having a heart attack

I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done

If I could you know I would take it back

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again

Just enough to be able to see you again

And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end