Never Gonna Find Me

On a mission started by my own admission

I will leave you all behind

By direction I'll create my own protection

The real me you'll never find

Aspirations turn to fear and desperation

Nothing's ever good enough for you

Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow

You'll only see what I want you to

Never gonna find me

Never gonna find me

Way down deep inside there is a real me

I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll see

Never gonna find me

Never gonna find me

Way down deep inside they haven't found me yet

I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll get

On a mission to establish my attrition

You may think that you have won

Your rejection has brought on my introspection

I'll escape I'll only run

Accusations may destroy my motivation

I can feel it when you're pushing me

Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow

Only I know which me you'll see

Break away!

Run!

Down inside!

I've got to!

Push it way!

Down!

I did not choose this!

I don't really know

What I want to say

I can't afford the throw

Can't make it go away

Try to make it through

Fuck your decision

I can't feel myself

But I'm burning up now!

Never gonna find me