Sadly Smiling Through

You're talking like you're leaving

You said it's your heart and not my call to

Make you feel like feeling

You were so ashamed when I fell on my two feet again

And God I hated your friends

I gave you love they could never buy

Or even try to understand

The part of me that it came from

Don't you see that

Sadly I'm smiling through

All the truth that you took

And the lies that you told me

There's nothing that I can do

With the promise you rendered

That you'd never remember

No coming back for you

It hurts so much to feel all this pain

And so I haven't felt lately

No coming back for you, back to...

Did you even notice it when I changed?

'Cause I could score in your heart,

But I could never place

And did I forget to say

I was so proud of you

When things were caving in

And things were tough, I know

I didn't say that I loved you enough

But just cause I wasn't saying it

Doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking it

Sadly I'm smiling through

All the truth that you took

And the lies that you told me

There's nothing that I can do

With the promise you rendered

That you'd never remember

No coming back for you

It hurts so much to feel all this pain

And so I haven't felt lately

No coming back for you, back to...

And my confusion made clear

Sadly I'm smiling through

All the truth that you took

And the lies that you told me

There's nothing that I can do

With the promise you rendered

That you'd never remember

No coming back for you

It hurts so much to feel all this pain

And so I haven't felt lately

No coming back for you, back to you